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Last Updated: Aug 25 2026
me as a bear by the beach

Happening Now

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Listening to:

Looking at:

Watching University Challenge on Youtube. Sometimes watching Jeopardy. Haven't seen a single good movie all summer, everything falling a bit flat for me.

Reading:

Just read 10:04 by Ben Lerner - first time reading this guy and I like his writing in part because I see myself in it and in part because I think he is witty, eloquent, and “capturing the moment” as silly as it sounds. He’s too quick and too anxious and it makes him a good writer. Enjoyed this overall and will anticipate reading his other work eagerly.

Read the last 50 pages on the beach while overhearing the women beside me discussing their friend’s mysterious medical issue. Was a good companion audio to this book. Have been thinking a lot about how precarious health can be. The last words of this book: “I know it’s hard to understand / I am with you, and I know how it is.”

Currently reading: Femmephilia by Sophie Lewis & A Lover's Discourse by Roland Barthes

Writing:

Not even really journaling these days guys!!!! Not a good sign!!! Need some more time spent on the blog too but not doing that much even though it's good for me.

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